About six months ago, I self-published a book of poems on Amazon, a book that took me around a year to write and organize. The long-awaited day finally arrived when I managed to have it published on Amazon, and instead of shouting it to the skies, I remained silent, ignored it, and let it pass as if it meant nothing.
I know exactly why I did it this way, although at the time I didn't stop to think much about it, but I always knew. The famous imposter syndrome took over me, and I allowed it, to influence my thoughts, my emotions, my actions, and therefore my results. In just a few seconds, I could see in my mind what scared me the most: that no one would read my book, that no one would get excited as I did, that no one would read a single poem, or that if they did read them, they would judge, criticize, and discard them as if they were trash.
My subconscious mind, an expert in protecting me and keeping me away from fear and pain, quickly made a decision: to do nothing, not to share, not to announce, not to launch, not to speak.
But today, after a long dialogue with my mind, I have decided to change this. Because, as the famous saying goes, better late than never, right? So, proudly and grateful, with absolute love for what I do, shouting to the universe so that it knows that nothing can stop me, today, I officially make this launch.
Before, however, I would like to share with you a bit of the dialogue that went on between my soul and my mind, because these dialogues happen daily in our minds and we are not always aware of them. Sometimes we are behind the scenes and don't even realize who is in control.
To give a voice to my soul, take the focus off the ego, and forever eliminate its coup d'états, and maybe even reach your soul and inspire it to reclaim its throne, I leave you with this conversation:
Ego: You can't publish that book! What if no one reads it? What if they judge us? What if they think we're not good poets?
Soul: Publishing is an act of courage. It doesn't matter if someone judges, what matters is that we express our truth.
Ego: But what if there's total silence? That would be even worse than bad judgment. What would we do if no one reacts?
Soul: Silence is not a reflection of our value. Our poetry has a greater purpose than external approval.
Ego: What about the imposter syndrome? We're not really an author, who do you think we are?
Soul: The imposter syndrome is just an illusion. We are an author because we have written from the heart, and that's what counts.
Ego: What if we have no talent? What if our poems aren't good enough?
Soul: Talent is measured in the authenticity and passion with which we write, not in the approval of others.
Ego: The idea of failing scares me so much...
Soul: Failure is just an opportunity to learn and grow. Every step we take is an advance toward our true self.
Ego: But what if we can't handle criticism?
Soul: Criticism is just an opinion. What matters is what we feel and believe about ourselves.
Ego: Even so, I don't know if I can do it...
Soul: You can do it, we can do it. We have overcome so much to get here. Trust the universe and your path, trust me, you are not alone.
Ego: What if all this is just an illusion, an impossible dream?
Soul: Every great achievement begins with a dream. Dare to believe and take the step.
Ego: But what if I get lost along the way?
Soul: You are never really lost. The path is within you, and within me, and you will always find the light, just follow me.
Ego: And the fear?
Soul: The fear might not disappear, but what counts is how you respond to it. Let's do it despite the fear, there's not much risk. In the end, the greatest risk is never trying.
Let me express to you what I feel in a poem:
In the silence of the night,
where fear often resides,
my soul finds its light,
and decides to arise.
No more chains of the ego,
no more doubts in my dreams,
the universe conspires in my favor,
inviting me to follow its streams.
I am an author, I am a poet,
my voice will be heard,
in every written verse,
my truth will be declared.
The fear of judgment is left behind,
the imposter syndrome fades away,
because I know that in my essence,
my true power grows each day.
Today I dare to be myself,
to share without hesitation,
because in every written poem,
my soul will find its vibration.
And so it was that my soul regained its power, took the wheel, and I continued on my path. Today, filled with joy, with pride, and with the deep love I feel for myself and for what I do, with passion and gratitude, I announce the launch of my book of poems, "Aligned". This book is not just a collection of poems, it is a deep journey into personal growth and the complexities of human existence. In "Aligned," you will find verses that capture the challenges and victories of love, loss, and understanding, exploring universal truths that connect us all.
This book showcases the transformation of visible and invisible scars, highlighting the beauty of personal evolution. Through its poetic revelations, "Aligned" offers a mirror reflecting the universal truths and paths of personal growth that unite and guide us all. I invite you to immerse yourself in this poetic journey that celebrates our shared human experience. Find the e-book here for just USD $0.99.
Listening to the soul is always an act of courage. In every challenge, in every moment of doubt, remember that your soul has the light you need. Dare to dream, to create, and to share your truth, because only then will you find your true power.
With all my love and care, until next time.
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